Sunday, January 17, 2021

January 2021 Update

Henlo my dudes! Can you believe it!? We made it to 2021. It feels like 2020 was both the fastest and longest year... I went camping in July and it seemed like that was 3 years ago.

What am I writing?

A Bastion Academy Short
Bastion Academy all day every day!

Bastion Academy: Foundations

It's doing well on amazon. If you haven't nabbed a copy, you can (HERE).

Bastion Academy: First Summer

There's a new summer short out you can get for the low price of signing up for my mailing list (HERE). The summer short is all about Hana's unnaming, and the trials she goes through to become independent. I'm really thrilled with how this one turned out, and love how all the characters came together, especially Yuri.

Bastion Academy: Malware

Book 2 has a release date! 2.23.21, watch for it! ^_^

Bastion Academy: Subterfuge

This one's in progress, going okay! 25k words down on the page and need another 60-70k or so by 3.1.21. Wish me luck!! If you're interested in getting early chapters of this, head over to my Patreon (HERE). Those chapters will start posting sometimes the week after next, or possibly at the beginning of February.

IN OTHER NEWS

I did a puzzle with my friends yesterday and really enjoyed the moment of reprieve but goodness, I'm strapped for time. I'm feeling the crunch, my dudes.

No games right now, but I am reading "Caste" by Isabel Wilkerson and that's interesting... shining a bright light on American history and damn, it's uncomfortable, but necessary.

Ah! Also, watched the first two episodes of WandaVision a few nights ago and while the first episode was a really big turn off for me, there was a tiiiiny bit of a hint of what's to come in episode two. If you felt turned off by Ep1 and didn't return, try Ep2 in earnest.

I think that's it for now, my dudes. Have a great rest of your January!

~J.D. Astra

Saturday, December 19, 2020

December Update

Henlo my dudes! Hope you're all staying safe and warm out there in these crazy times. I've got a plethora of cool things to discuss, so let me get down to it.

What am I Writing?

Bastion Academy: Foundations

For Jiyong, Bastion Academy is more than just a school for magic in the heart of the Kingdom…

It’s his chance to pursue the secrets of the ancient ones’ machines and get his family out of the poverty-stricken outer-city. His acceptance letter in hand, Jiyong is sure nothing will stand in the way of his dreams.

When a street brawl lands him in a coma only weeks into the year, his chances of graduating are all but shot. With an unlikely digital companion, he’ll have to rebuild his magic core and catch up on all his classes, or risk being dropped from the academy at the end of the year.

But kingdom life is not like the outer-cities, and kingdom kids are far more ruthless about who they’ll allow to climb to the top. Jiyong will have to train hard and fight for every score to make it in this wealthy academy for powerful families, all while supporting his own from afar.


New hawt book series releasing at the end of this month! It's up for preorder on Amazon, so go nab yourself a copy and get reading in the new year. There's also a free short story "Bastion Academy: First Summer" that will be released with it for free* (you must sign up for my newsletter to get the link)

Bastion Academy: Machina Sickness

I've nearly wrapped up the second book in the series, which was at least twice as awesome as the first. The third book outline is almost gelled as well, and it promises to be twice as awesome as the second. So, I'm bringing you lots and lots of Bastion coolness next year!

Unannounced IP Short Story

I'm working on a short story for an anthology close to my heart. I would love to release some details, but they're not available just yet.


What am I Reading?

Wellness and Personal Growth:

Atomic Habits by James Clear

https://www.amazon.com/Atomic-Habits-Proven-Build-Break/dp/0593189647/

Burnout by Emily and Amelia Nagoski

https://www.amazon.com/Burnout-Secret-Unlocking-Stress-Cycle/dp/1984818325

Thinking Fast and Slow by Daniel Kahneman

https://www.amazon.com/Thinking-Fast-Slow-Daniel-Kahneman/dp/0374533555


Business:

Creativity Inc by Ed Catmull and Amy Wallace

https://www.amazon.com/Creativity-Inc-Overcoming-Unseen-Inspiration/dp/0812993012/

The E-Myth Revisited by Michael E. Gerber

https://www.amazon.com/Myth-Revisited-Small-Businesses-About/dp/0887307280/


Pleasure:

Rogue Dungeon by James A. Hunter and eden Hudson

https://www.amazon.com/Rogue-Dungeon-litRPG-Adventure-Book-ebook/dp/B07FKYZFYD


There's no events going on that I've signed up for, so... I'm just hanging out inside writing, reading, and playing games! I'm playing NeiR:Automata and Stardew Valley right now ^_^

Later taters, have a great holiday season and cross your fingers for a better new year!

~J.D. Astra

Thursday, November 19, 2020

Something about November - Time to catch up again...

Hey my dudes. Not sure what happens in November but it seems I remember this site exists near the end of the year.

WELL... I'm gonna do my best not to forget come January 1st.

OKAY Let's get you up to date really quick:

  1. I quit the 9-5, forsaking dollar bills in favor of fueling my soul. I mean I still need dollars to like eat and pay bills, so if you're interested in what I'm working on, you can support me by buying my stuff on Amazon (J.D. Astra) or consider being a lifeline on Patreon.
Well that's it, you're all caught up 😂😂

Just kidding. I'm working on some pretty cool stuff right now called Bastion Academy, and I have two books in a LitRPG Superhero series (third and final to come sometime next year) called Zero.Hero. Bastion is definitely my best series so far, and I really love writing it. Having a great time and hope to write at least five or six books in this series. You can find Bastion Academy on Royal Road if you'd like to read the unedited version for free.

I'll keep it short and sweet my dudes, that's what's up for now. Join my mailing list for more detailed/advanced information, or consider dropping me a fiver on Patreon to get all the hot goss before it comes here.

Thursday, November 7, 2019

Collaboration: The Journey of Contributing in the Viridian Gate Online Universe

In 2018 I was offered a chance to join a growing Small Press, Shadow Alley Press, and contribute to a world I already loved reading, Viridian Gate Online. I jumped at the opportunity, and off took my author career with the care and guidance of my new team.

It took nearly 9 months to write the short story for the anthology "Side Quests" and the three books in the series; Firebrand, Embers of Rebellion, and Path of the Blood Phoenix (shamelessly adding links to all of these so you can see how beautiful the covers!). In that time, I learned so much, and I can't wait to share it all with you, but today we're specifically going to talk about Collaboration.

So, I joined the team and was instantly thrown into a world I understood fairly well at a reader level, but there was a lot more beneath the surface in the Viridian Gate universe, and another three authors who were also jumping in to contribute. Communication became essential, and collaboration was indispensable.
BUT, collaboration and communication are both hard. In the beginning, there were times I would be working on a game mechanic/feature for the series that I thought was completely harmless, and once I shared that information with the group at large, realized I was wrong. There were many times I shared something that contradicted someone else's rules that they'd set up, and thus, a deep discussion was born around who's feature/mechanic would win out and be adopted in the Universe as truth.
The most important factor here in keeping us all aligned were a few simple ground rule laid out by the Primary Author, James A. Hunter. I encourage that you adopt something similar if you plan on allowing other authors into your universe.

The Rules

1. Create the most rad thing you possibly can, and have fun doing it

Rule #1 is simple. You have to enjoy what you're doing, and you have to be excited about what you're creating, or the reader will know. They'll feel your dislike, or apathy, throughout the work. It is so important that we first create something we love, and second make sure we can make it fit into the bounding boxes of Universe and Genre rules. Making something you love will make it easier to follow rule #2

2. Bend the rules, and if you can't, just wave your hands

Bend em

If you've got this thing that you love, and it's amazing, but there's an established rule that prevents you from doing that thing, it's time to get the team on board for bending the rule. Create a new game mechanic, add a new ability, make up a minor deity, open a dimensional rift where time passes more slowly... Do whatever you can do to make your awesome thing come to life, without breaking the rules.
The character I wrote for, Abby Hollander - fire slinging badass game developer, was with the Primary Author's character all the time. It was SO hard for me to develop her own story, because her path intertwined with the main character from the primary series so much. I resorted to many of the above things I listed, including the "dimensional rift" where time passes more slowly and creating new deities (four to be exact). This was all in service of getting out a story that I really loved, every step of the way.

Wave those hands

When I couldn't bend the rules, I was forced to wave my hands. **MINOR SPOILER ALERT FOR THE BOOK SERIES - SKIP ALL THIS IF YOU WANT TO READ AND NOT BE SLIGHTLY SPOILED***
In the primary series (MC=Jack), Abby and her companion Otto take off for this giant library, and, according to Jack's story, they spent FIVE DAYS in the sewers trying to escape the city because the bad guys caught up to them. That would've been a VERY boring book. No. I couldn't write that. So, I didn't, and then when it came for the characters to meet back up and admit how they were lost in the sewers for forever, I just said "We filled him in on the details of our trip, and how Carerra's goons caught up to us," so I didn't at all have to LIE about what Jack's book said Abby did, and what Abby's book said Abby did... I waved my hands and got away with it. Literally no one, even people very familiar with the primary series, did not call that out.
**SPOILERS DONE**

3. Use every tool anyone else has developed to your advantage

There were many a times I would go to our group slack channel and ask "Does something exist for the tailoring talent tree" or "Does anyone have the light cloth armor bonuses." It is a BIG universe, with lots going on, and James Hunter did not want all of us reinventing the wheel every time we wanted to go for a spin. In this case, collaboration was key. If there was something in progress, we'd work together to tailor it to fit our needs. If something was already created, often times I'd leave the things I didn't need to use quite vague (like the talent trees for the 3 other sorcerer classes that Abby did not choose to go down). That particular example came quite in handy when another contributing author, N.H. Paxton, needed a specific type of ability to be available for a specific character. We were able to tailor the Frostlock (ice sorcerer) talent tree to fit those needs, and let him use the rules to his advantage instead of having to bend them, or wave his hands.

4. Don't be a butthole

Fortunately, we didn't encounter many issues collaborating and compromising on incomplete features, and I think it was because of how strongly Shadow Alley Press believes in this rule. If you're a butthole, you don't get to join the team. If you act like a butthole once you're in the team, you get a talkin-to, usually by the very person you were a butthole to, because we're all open and honest with one another about what's going on. In every case I was aware of where butthole behavior occurred, it was the standard "I am a human and have bad days and sometimes I get upset" problem. No one was actively trying to prevent anyone else from getting to do the things that made them happy, and made their story awesome, because we knew that Rule #1 was so important to Shadow Alley Press' mission.


So, that was a small snippet of my journey from self-pub to small press author, joining a huge universe, and making three amazing stories that I love.
There were so many other moments throughout the process where I got to work with the other authors, and help them develop their own stories, and get great input from them on mine... and I even got to write in an awesome crossover with N.H. Paxton that tickled me purple with delight.
That's NOT to say the whole endeavor was sunshine and rainbows.
IT
WAS
HARD

It was the hardest writing thing I'd EVER done, and one of the hardest things I've ever done in my life. Communicating is hard, and never perfect. You can't know when you're going to need to tell someone something, what they're doing, what they've done, until you read their book and understand it. I think going forward, if I were ever to participate in another huge universe collab like that again, I think weekly meetings with the authors of "here's the new things I changed from the outline, here's an important tidbit, and here's an idea I'm thinking about adding" would be instrumental in ensuring we're all doing the talking thing good.

Obviously I'm all out of words at this point. Writing is hard. Communicating is hard. Trying to do both is REALLY hard, but if you follow some good rules and everyone respects them, you can make something amazing.

Peace out kiddies.

Wednesday, October 9, 2019

What can happen in 2 years?

A lot.

A lot, a lot.

Where do I begin?

In 2018 a great couple named James & Jeanette invited me to be part of their team at Shadow Alley Press. I was elated, because I'd known them a few years and knew they were awesome, and what they were doing was awesome.
I started writing Firebrand for them straight away and suddenly realized my day job took too many of my f***s on the regular. I came home thinking about its problems, how to solve them, and so on... leaving me little time to solve my own creative problems. I did the ballsy thing and put in my notice before I even had another job. I just knew I had to get out so I could clear the day job garbage out of my head. I landed a new job that doesn't present me with problems I need to be up thinking about all night, and actually paid me more, so... win win (except I lost a great community of friends, so that sucked)
Three books down in the Firebrand series and I'm off to my new adventure with Shadow Alley Press, another LitRPG series of my own making.
The super secret dialogue project was no longer fitting into my life the way I needed it to, or the way the client needed it to, so we parted ways amiably. It was a good lesson in accepting a back-end percentage on a project that takes too long to get off the ground instead of an hourly or monthly rate... a post on that to come, for sure.
I've started taking on more freelance writing offers, and I like it a lot. Like, a lot, a lot. There are definitely some posts to come on this, too.

That leads us right back around to why I'm here now. If I'm really going to do this, you can bet your sweet tooshies I'm not going to do it without sharing the details, my failures (hopefully some successes too), and my lessons.

I'm back kiddies. Prep your butts for knowledge.

Tuesday, August 15, 2017

MALCon 2017

Hey kiddies. I feel like we've gotten out of touch... I apologize for my absence here; life is crazy! Let's get right down to business and talk about Myths and Legends Con 2017!

This was my second year at the con and to be totally honest, it was worse than the first in terms of sales. I was trapped in a corner behind a guy with shelves 8ft high and games stacked up to make it 9ft. There was no space between the games. I was invisible...
I had many people say, "Oh, didn't even notice you back there!" So, here are my...

Pro Tips for being a Con Vendor


Location, location, location

When looking at the map and picking your "3 favorite spots", make sure none of them are at the end of the row where there is a corner to turn. Reasons:
  1. In a busy con, people will stop there and jam up traffic to gab about this and or that. People who may have been interested in your stuff will likely search for an alternate route.
  2. In a slow con, people will peal off from the row before the end of it, or start looking in the direction around the corner.
Plan to have your booth maybe second from the entrance if you can (at a small con). This will give people a moment to step in and take a glance, but you will be one of the first things on which their gaze falls. =)

Make sure your spot is also not located next to someone selling something wildly different from you. I know it sounds weird, but it's the truth and here's the next round of reasons:
  1. People who come to look at corsets are maybe interested in books, but maybe not...
  2. People who come to look at books, are interested in books. They might not be interested in your books, but this is at least a start.
It seems counter intuitive, but place yourself next to the "competition", it will be much better for you. If someone is going down a line of books and doesn't see anything in their genre, then suddenly there you are and it was a match made in $20 worth of book sales. Wonderful.

Put yourself out there

Despite my complete inadequacies and failings as both a human being and a writer, they thought I was pro enough to speak on panels about writing. Things that were great about that:
  • I got to get away from the booth for a while and chat with fellow writers.
  • Some of these writers had really interesting knowledge that I didn't have... now I do.
  • I got to meet some cool con goers, which resulted in a few of them passing by my booth, and two of them buying three books!
I did an author reading, for which I was shitting my pants because who reads their work out loud ever? I know I will be doing much more of that... Some things just sound strange when you say it not with your brain voice. In any case, that experience was a hand basket full of problems of its own, like the room directly behind us, which was divided by those mobile lunch room walls made of cardboard, was doing karaoke. It was 11PM. They were all drunk, and loud, and it was really hard to read, but I powered through, and that netted me a sale! It also gave me some valuable experience reading my personal work out loud to strangers, so I'll be better equipped to do it again. Yay!

Get out there

Go to other panels. I went to one by my friend James A. Hunter (pro human being, prolific writer) called... shit I can't remember... but it was about how to make Amazon do all the heavy marketing lifting for you. I won't give away any of his secrets because he might want to charge for them one day, but let me tell you, it was super crazy unbelievably valuable. All of my publishing actions from here into the future have changed, my release strategy just got a huge upgrade, and I'm now listed in about 12 categories for all my books instead of the 4 I was previously. Tits.

I think that's just about all I have time for kiddies. I gotta get to my next project, and my in progress project. I want to reveal some info about it SO BAD, you have no idea, but you must wait. Patience, my precious'. However, the newest new hotness I just started is a short story for Young Explorer's Adventure Guide 2019 (I love that antho series) and I will be sending out the BETA reads! Expect those in September.
If you don't know how to become a BETA reader, join my mailing list and reply to the "welcome to my very small fan club" email saying you want on the BETA reader list. Then you get free words whenever I'm done writing and editing them. Hooray!
Aight, peace out kids!

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Dear gods... WTF am I doing

This will probably be the shortest post I've ever written. I apologize. I love you guys. Thank you for reading my blog and caring.

So, wtf am I doing?

  1. I'm working on a secret dialogue project for a very very very cool thing that I'm unbelievably stoked to be part of. I'll be able to share more details of that with you guys in November or December this year.
  2. Earth's Peril vol.2 YAAAASSSSS!! Eli and Vendum are getting into some serious shit, the Coalition is revealed, and Bedelcast will have his revenge.
  3. A new two part project tentatively named "A New Strain". I will give no further details because the "wow" moment is too good on this one.
  4. LitRPG???? Yes... yes I will buy in on this. A writing compatriot of mine was like "You better jump on this bandwagon, yo." and I was like "nah it's cool, I'mma stick to what I do." and he was like "Yo... you're an idiot." and now I'm like, "Yeah... oops." Not only that, but this LitRPG project will be PG. What? Yeah... PG. Fuckin, PG.
  5. To follow up on the PG comment, I'm also writing under a new pseudonym in NC-17. I refuse to reveal details. If you really want to know, you know how to find me and ask about it. If you don't know how to find me and ask about it... you'll figure it out.
As for all the other things that go on in a normal human life... shit's busy. Busy AF. I wish I had an extra three days every week to just write because I so badly want to crank out some new, quality content for you all. Alas, I have a day job I love that takes up a ton of time. I'm the lucky one.

Ta' for now. Must return to the written word.

Thursday, March 2, 2017

Critique/Writer's Groups - Part 1

HI GUYS! Haven't seen you in a while... sorry about that. Life sometimes turns upside down and you gotta roll with the punches.
I'm preempting this with Part 1 because I assume there will certainly be a Part 2, maybe even 3. There's lots to talk about here, so let's dive into the beginning.

Do I Need A Writer's Group?

Do you write? If yes, then yes. If no... probably still yes.

Picking a Writer's Group

So, you need a writer's/critique group, but how do you find the write(😉) fit? There are many things to take into consideration, but here's the top for me:
  1. Get a writing sample from them, and give them one of yours.
    You need to know if they:
    • Are on the same skill level, above, or below you. You don't want to pair with a group that's full of people below your skill level because you likely won't grow with them. You want a good mix of people below, above, and at your skill level so you can help mentor, and grow, at the same time. Win-win.
    • Write in or around the same genre. You don't need to get into a group that's strict Slipstream Cyberpunk if that's what you want to write, but you need to at least get into a group with a few Sci-Fi people, or else you're gonna have a bad time.
    • Differ in background. You want a good mix of people from different age groups and genders. You want to be able to get at least ONE person in the group to be from your target market, or close to it, so when you bounce something off them they can say if it resonates.
  2. Do they meet near where you live/work?
    This one is important for a few reasons, but mainly consistency. If you have to drive 20 miles out of your way to get to them, do you think you'll be able to stick with it? Probably not. You want a group that meets in a super convenient place so it's harder for you to opt out of meetings. Not just for your sanity's sake, but you want to build a rapport with these people, and if you're not showing up, they're not going to know you (I experienced this one a few nights ago with my group, but I won't cry about it here).
  3. Along with the sample writing, you probably want to get and give a sample critique, or treat your first meetup like an interview-ish. You want to know that the members in the group actually receive criticism well, and if they give it well too. Nothing worse than writing up a thousand words of critique on an eight thousand word submission to get literally nothing in return. It's like a kick to the balls (if I had any), and you always get a bit salty... it's like, "I spent fuckin two hours reading and providing feedback for your work. Even if my feedback is poop to you, at least give me the same effort..." Oooh... am I salty right now? I think I'm salty.
Cutting you guys off there. I've got a fuckin' killer script to be working on right now. Peace out kiddies! 

Tuesday, January 31, 2017

iBoy - A Movie Review

Holy... hell...

A Netflix Original for the ages. But of course, before that it was a story by Kevin Brooks (which I will be reading shortly).

I loved the heck out of this. I'm writing these words as the credits start rolling, that's how excited I am to share it with you. I'm so excited I don't even think I can find the right words to tell you how cool I thought this movie was. Netflix is friggen killing it recently, I'm so gorram impressed.

Ok. As for the overall theme, it was your typical boy meets girl, boy falls in love with girl, girl gets hurt, boy gets superpowers, boy tracks down the people who hurt girl and exacts beautiful revenge.
But it's so much more than just that.

~~~Spoilers~~~

The main character (Tom), while a high school student, thinks outside the box and finds elegant solutions to his complex problems. He still makes silly mistakes, as an human can and will, which adds an element of realism to the whole thing.

I guess trigger warning... the theme of the damage to the girl is a rape. The rape was not shown in any detail, but it is what it is. While that is in progress, the main character runs into her house to say hello, and catches the perps in progress. This leads to him getting shot... in the head... while on the phone with the cops.

He wakes up in the hospital with his grandma holding his hand. The doctor tells him he has fragments of his phone lodged in his brain. Tom asks if it hit any of the important parts... the doctor then says "Being a neurologist, we find all of the brain to be pretty important." I loled...

After getting home, Tom realizes he can accesses electronic devices with only his mind. The movie goes on to showing Tom training himself in hacking, hand to hand combat, and more. He communicates with "girl" (Lucy), to see if she's ok, and to let her know the perps would be getting theirs.
The dilemma rages on as she tells "iBoy", the vigilante attacking the gangs of the burbs, not to continue, to let it go. Tom must choose if he loves Lucy, or loves vengeance.

Soon Tom discovers there's more to it than just gangs beating up nerds and raping girls, there's drug lord undertones and a huge crime circle going on. I'm actually quite pissed, because we never get to know who the main perp is... every time Tom tries to hack his profile, he gets errors, and unknowns... WTF is that about!? I want to know so bad. I want there to be another one. I want Tom to be a superhero, because he totally is... AGH it was so good!

~~~End Spoilers~~~

The cyberpunk theme is maintained strongly throughout, and is a fantastic element in the movie. It's so well executed, I'm f*ckin jealous. Dear Netflix, please adopt me as your long lost daughter. I'll write for you endlessly. I love you. Bring my brain to life on the screen T_T

In closing, this movie was so cool, I'm going to watch it again tomorrow. Thanks Mom for chilling with me after my busy work life finally wrapped up. Ugh... I need to figure out how to replicate myself.
Night kiddies...

Tuesday, January 24, 2017

Networking & Genuine Fans

Hola kiddies! Months and months ago I was on Author's Row at MileHiCon; my best con so far for networking, sales, and fun. I'm calling out networking in this post because recently I've been chatting with one of the authors (James Hunter) who was near by at MHC and we've struck up conversation about what he's working on, what prospects look like in other genres, etc. These things are vitally important for authors to share with each other, and here's why:
When a market is about to explode, readers are hungry for the genre and consume everything in it too quickly. If demands aren't met, they start looking for the next genre to catch their interest. However, if there is a higher volume of available content, they'll stay in the genre. Proof of that, you can see on Google Trends.

Paranormal Fantasy popularity:
You can see there was a big spike for it in October 2009, and that date we saw a few paranormal fantasy/romance type books come out. However, the author community didn't respond with enough vigor, quickly, and the readership got bored. (I'd also like to call out that Kindle Direct (launched in 2007, not popular until late 2009) and other self-pub/indie-pub options were not as viable as they are now, so that could've hurt the market too.)

Because I wanted to share more of these interesting learnings, here's a light off-topic veer for a second.

Sci-Fi has spikes in November:
But only just recently when they started figuring out the release cadence, and they've slowed the degradation of the genre readership, possibly even turned it around.

This is a really good thing.


Fantasy has Spikes in September, and is very stable, whereas Urban Fantasy specifically has spikes in August and is tapering off.
So then, know when I show you this next chart what it could mean for the genre if we don't hop on the bandwagon fast.

Literary Role Playing Game, or LitRPG. James has already written and published his piece for the genre, and it's the best received book he's ever had. Here's the pudding, you find the proof:
What other graph does this remind you of? Paranormal Fantasy?
Let's not allow that to happen. Rally up, author's. It's time to blow the doors off a new market and bust in there! (but not get her pregnant because that would be rude)



There's obvious data about release cadences, they're structured and planned to keep readers locked in a genre loop, or genre juggling (reading the new stuff from one right as a new one comes out in the next genre).

Alright, enough about that. Next on the docket is Genuine Fans. Though maybe I should've broke this out into multiple posts, because I have plenty more to say on the above (I learned a few things at COSine! Which... I guess I'll blog about next >_>)

I met a gentleman named Vincente at MileHiCon, and he first approached the author next to me. I stood by quietly and allowed my boothmate to chat him up, see if he could make a sale. Vincente mentioned he liked sci-fi (my boothmate had none), which was right about the moment I noticed his SpaceX jacket.
With a little too much enthusiasm I exclaimed in a flurry, "ARE YOU WITH SPACEX?" No, he said, but he liked what they were doing. We discussed the recent launches, and what we were excited for, and then a magical thing happened. He asked me about my only sci-fi book on the stack.
We chatted a bit more and he decided, to my surprise, to buy it. I'm always a little surprised when a male buys my books since they typically feature strong, independent ladies (a girl's gotta have role models... and mentors... but that's another post).
Then another magical thing happened, he, of his own volition, wrote a review on amazon. And not the "It was good, 4 stars" review, but he looked at it critically, and gave (I hope) his honest opinion about it, which included some space for improvement and more research on my end (happening in the next book, promise).
Lots of parenthesis happening in this post.
So, you thought it was as magical as it could get at that last bit, right? Wrong. Turns out Vincente lives near Colorado Springs, which was where COSine is held. Magic and sparkles: he showed up to chat with me about Sway's Demise, and then bought both books in the Verge of Desolation series! It's less sci-fi in the first volume, so I'm hoping it doesn't bore him to death, but vol.2 is most certainly my most polished work so far (except maybe Inamorata which I love to death).
Wow! For the first time ever, someone came to talk to me about my book, and buy more of them because they liked the first! Someone other than my mother or friends, that is. I know it may sound silly for me to be so stoked, but this feels like finally crushing a 4 in bouldering when I've been trapped at 3+/4- for 6 months solid (that happened too, but I rarely talk about climbing, so I guess you guys aren't in the know about how much awesome that was for me =p)
I did it again. Seems like this has gone on for long enough, with way too many parenthesis. I'm off! Peace out kiddies, and thanks, Vincente, for being totally awesome =)

Monday, December 19, 2016

Why do a Giveaway? +Revolt Giveaway!

Hey there kiddies! I know I already did a little bit of a post on giveaways, but didn't include much info... before we dive into the topic, check this shiz out:



Goodreads Book Giveaway

Revolt by J.D. Harpley

Revolt

by J.D. Harpley

Giveaway ends January 05, 2017.
See the giveaway details at Goodreads.
Enter Giveaway
10 copies up for grabs, 16 days to enter and share... Get it!

Why are giveaways important for indie/small pubs, you wonder? Because we don't have the power of a huge publisher, with a massive network of subscribers and reader, we have to spread the word by giving the words away for free! I suppose "have to" is strong, but it's a good idea.
I like to run Goodreads giveaways because they're very simple, and nearly always the giveaway winner will write a review once they finish the book. That's pretty rare.
What are the main points, then!

Spread the Word About a New Release

Giveaways are a great way to get the public aware of an upcoming release. Doing a giveaway before the book launches is also an awesome incentive for the readers who like to have "seen it first" or "post the first review". Hipsters...
Using a platform like Goodreads will allow readers to happen across your giveaway without actively seeking it out, unlike Rafflecopter and many others where there's no "central giveaway depot" people can hang out in and browse.
P.S. You can use Rafflecopter for free, but the free version blows a goat. If you're little, start with Goodreads =)

Increase Visibility of an Older Title or a Series

Giveaways don't have to be for new titles. If you've got an older book out there that you:
  • Just revamped (I'm in the process of doing that for all my works now!), or 
  • You're just looking for more reviews, or 
  • It's the first book in a series and you want to get people into it and buying the rest,
Then this is for you!

What Giveaways Can't Do/Other Cons

Unfortunately, there are a few drawbacks to giveaways.
  • Readers aren't required to leave a review
  • You won't get bumped in the charts on Amazon/Apple iBooks/etc
  • Cost is all up front and all on you
  • The Post Office sucks

For small-time authors, the rewards far outweigh the cons, and for larger authors, the cost isn't a huge deal to them and it just increases their fan following. Overall, it's worth it. It also feels pretty good to know 500+ people want to read your book ^_^

That's all for now kids. Stay safe in these crazy times, and don't forget to Revolt =P
Peace out!

Saturday, November 26, 2016

Tunes - The Auditory Stimulus You've Been Missing

Hey there kiddies! Are you visual writers? 'Cause I totally am. What better to bring an epic movie scene in your head to life than the power of some sick beats, chill ambiance, or a death metal screamfest?
As I write this I'm listening to some pretty chill stuff, but in honesty, I spend most of my time listening to heavy metal, rock, and electronica to write. I feel it helps inspire action scenes, which I'm writing a lot more of recently.
I almost feel as though this is a "duh" post... I mean, if it is, just tap out now, I'm not going to blame you.

So, I've been writing Revolt:
If you can't tell from the cover, it's a bit of cyberpunk, even a bit of adventure, and a whole lot of action. My super slick (and slightly crazy) heroine, Hopper, needs a lot of inspiration to bring to life.
For Revolt I listened to a lot of Celldweller (ok, I won't lie, I always listen to a lot of Celldweller/Scandroid/Circle of Dust), Bring Me The Horizon (Doomed especially, love that song right now), Starset (because space!), and then copious amounts of trance/techno from various artists (my current favs being Seven Lions, Tiesto never leaves the list, and DJ CHEFF ^_^)

I need to get back in the headspace of writing Earth's Peril, because the next book on the list to tackle is Eli's Revenge (tentatively named, I'm really not sure if I'll follow Eli or not. His story on Earth is a bit boring... lots of walking and survival stuff, Vendum telling him how much longer it's going to take and what the other robots around the world are doing etcetc... HOWEVER, Bedelcast's story is interesting as fuck.) That was a long sidetrack. Alright, so I'm a little tipsy... sue me. How I'm going to get back in the headspace of writing the EP series will of course be to read the first book, and then jam out to the same stuff I did when writing it, lots of epic alien and space movies too.

Back to the Duh part of this post from an even longer sidetrack.

1. Identify the mood of your writing

It's important to know what kind of feeling you want your readers to be experiencing when they're consuming your media, because then you can correctly select the tunes to stimulate that atmosphere! Writing a laid back, slow love scene? Probably going to want some Sneaker Pimps. Needing a main character who is about to defy a regime, likely want something mainstream and easy to digest like Five Finger Death Punch. About to go into an epic, final boss type battle; bust out the Apocalytpica.

2. Verify that your mood matches the music, matches the scene you're writing

If one of these components are not like the other, the scene's likely to come out a little janky. Which is fine, I guess. You can always edit later. But I honestly feel if you're not in the headspace to write a certain thing, you should not do it. Lots of author promote the "power through" mentality, which works... but you'll end up wanting to rework it later. I'm rambling... mostly because I, once again, feel like this is duh territory.

3. Lyrics can mess up your flow

I've noticed that some of my best writing comes when I've listened to a song so many times, I know all the words and don't even need to comprehend the lyrics, because I know them, OR when there are no lyrics, OR when the lyrics are in a different language. I've listened to a LOT of Eisbrecher, Megahertz, Oomph!, and Rammstein. But also, a lot of F(x), Boa, and other really silly Korean boy bands.

Welp, that's about as much Duh as I can handle. I hope this was useful for you, or entertaining at least... peace out kiddies.

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

MileHiCon: such a different experience!

Hey hey kids. So, if you follow my posts (which, I'm guessing the only person who reads these are my mom... HI MOM!) you'd know that I did MALCon in August. Well, that was an experience, lemme tell you what. But MileHiCon, holy cow... what a different kind of experience.
As you well know, I was in the vendor room for MALCon, but for MHC, I was on the Author's Row. Here's what I learned:

1. Respect your mates

My row was probably one of the best positioned, and it made a huge difference for sales. Unfortunately, my mate and I got trapped in a bit of a corner, and so traffic flow sucked when there was a ton of people. The most important thing to do it respect your mates, because A.) It's the right thing to do, B.) They'll respect you back, C.) You're gonna see these people again... likely at the next con...... and D.) You're all going to have more sales and a better time if you do.
Let me define what I mean by "respect" because it isn't just the courtesy of not farting in your booth space, it's much more.
My mate didn't have any sci-fi in his lineup. It was all zombies, murder thrillers, one military, and one high fantasy. I did not have any zombies, murder thrillers, or high fantasy in my lineup. When either one of us got to chatting with a person, and realized they didn't want to read our genre, we pointed them at the person we knew had what they were looking for. This was good for everyone. Instead of the person saying, "Oh I'm not into that stuff," and walking off, we passed them along to someone they would buy from, and typically they did.
Not only the above, but I had a good fricken time with my mates! We got a little tipsy, laughed, told stories, kept each other entertained during lulls, watched each other's booths when we were away (and even made some sales for each other!) and exchanged really useful information. All in all, this was the best takeaway and the best part, my new friends ^_^

2. Presentation is more than what's on the table... but that matters a lot too

I was not the only author without a mega banner hanging behind my head, but just about. They're not super expensive and they're really friggen cool looking. Get one.
The backs of my books are super boring... The art is cool, because the artist I had for each one was an illustrator, but not particularly awesome graphic designers. I'm a graphic designer (so says my degree), and it's about time I put that to work. Book backs shouldn't just be a wall of text. They need to have flavor, and personality. Because most of the cool illustrations are going on on the front, the back needs something else to keep it intriguing. Spice that shiz up with some InDesign layout awesomeness.
You'd think this one would be a no brainer... but make sure people can actually pick up your stuff and look at it. The first and second days I had my books further back so that all of the free shit (stickers, bookmarks, chapstick, candy, newsletter signup, etc) was all up front and grabbable. Wrong. Fucking. Move. I ended up (due to my mother's prodding) rearranging everything at the end of the second night, and it did result in a better pick-up-and-touch rate for people, but not necessarily a higher purchase rate.
Shiny shit at an angle is hard to see... Glossy book covers look friggen awesome, but gloss makes it invisible when there's reflected light pounding your potential customers in the eyes. Remove one of the three factors (light isn't really doable, so scratch that, two factors): Get some mat books (I have one and it seemed to pull some people in well!), and don't put your glossy stuff at an angle.

3. Medicine bag needs to be more inclusive

I learned from MALCon that I needed to carry tums, advil, and excedrin on me. I totally did that for MHC, but it wasn't enough. My medicine bag needs more... importantly, it needs purell... When you're on author's row, you shake a lot more hands than when you're a merchant. Purell... Purell your fingernails. Purell your wrists. Purell for your eyes sometimes because yes, you will see some shit...
Not really medicine, but medicine for my phone... bring a portable charger (and remember to update your Square software before the con, fortunately I did)
Caffeine and snacks.
Purell...

4. Don't be anti-social

Another duh moment, but if you don't step outside your comfort zone and flag some people down, you're never going to get a sale. If you don't get any sales, stay positive. There's nothing worse than a whiny little bitch on author's row. I sold least of the other 3 authors in my row, but kept my shit positive (mostly with dry martinis), and stayed upbeat, because I wasn't there to make money. Let's get that clear (wow we're diverging from the topic here). It's not about the money. It's not about the money. Cons are about meeting fellow authors and learning as much as you can from them, meeting fans (or potential new fans), making real connections, and selling a few books, praying the people you sell to will review them (or even read them in the first place).
So, don't sit in your corner and hope people will come to you and ask you what your books are about. They won't. Get off your ass, work up 20 seconds of courage, and say hi to someone. The common phrases we used were "What do you like to read?" or "What do you love in a book?" or even got specific because Stant Litore is fucking amazing and say "The eternal question: Aliens, Zombies, or Tyrannosaurus' in space." That always got a laugh out of people ^_^ Stant is the friggen best.

Alright, this is going too long... here's a few pics. Peace out kiddies.




Monday, November 21, 2016

It's time to Revolt

That's right kiddies, time to rise up against the corporations and take your life back, whatever life you have left after getting your arm and leg ripped off and replaced, your guts torn open and put back together, your... wait... who am I talking about here? Someone specific? Mayhaps... Alright, I can't hold it in any longer!!!

Jen has departed, leaving mechanically augmented Hopper at the top of a dimensionally phasing building wondering what's next.
Riding home, she encounters the strange but intriguing Ravin, a man so desperate to make a change in their cruel world, Hopper's never fully sure she can trust him. Her thirst for revenge against the doctors of The Mill shapes the revolt of their century as she adopts Ravin's quest for freedom and unravels a secret which cuts deeply into her heart.
Return to The Mill with Hopper and Ravin on their bloody adventure to destroy the source of the depraved experiments and save the world from the true evil that plagues it.

Welcome to the next installment in the Verge of Desolation series: Revolt.

Friday, November 4, 2016

The Neon Demon - A Movie Review

I know, I know... I'm books... but this is too much to pass up. The Neon Demon, an Amazon Original, starring Elle Fanning (didn't even have to look her up), Jena Malone, Bella Heathcote, and Abbey Lee... 6.4 on IMDB, 54% on Rotten Tomatoes... f*ck all those f*ckers. PS for this paragraph, not censoring myself from here on in...

This movie was ridiculously good. An all too brief view into a world 99.9% of people could never understand with a sexy retro neon twist. I don't know how else to describe it than that.

So many of the scenes were undeniably perfect, the character behavior fantastic. Elle delivers a kick-ass performance, as usual (I love this girl). The very word narcissism quivers when it thinks of her. She is perfection, she is the embodiment of everything and everyone in the fashion industry. She is a goddess.
Until she soaks up her fame too far, casts off people she shouldn't, leaves herself open for ambush. A diabolical glance at what it is to be a model (fucking yuck), and what these psychotic bitches do behind closed doors.
Let us define beauty, absolute. This movie covers it in such a way that leaves you hollow and jealous. Fuck this movie. It's amazing.

I have no other words to say. See it.




~~
Night Kiddies.

Friday, September 9, 2016

Mailing Lists

Hey hey, everyone. Sorry about the silence. These past few months have been all about supporting my self-published work (Sway's Demise), support for the anthology launch (UnCommon Origins), wrapping up the final edits on the sequel to The Mill (I have the name, but I'm not going to tell you yet!), wrapping up edits for my YEAG 2017 submission, which is one of the coolest damn projects I think I've ever been part of, and feelin' like a bawler for getting into another Con! If you're in the state of Colorado, or will be traveling here for the biggest Sci-Fi literary gathering in the midwest, please stop by and say hello to me at MileHiCon on October 28-30th.
Alright, on to what we're here for.

The Mailing List Dilemma

Why, dear lord, why? I avoided getting a mailing list for a long time. I didn't want to spam and harass people. I didn't want to piss people off. I didn't want to waste electrons sending something to someone who will just delete it straight away. But, I've apparently misjudged them. According to many author sources, Mailing Lists are the watering holes through which readers actually interested in your content gather to ingest it. Did I just refer to the readers as some kind of sub-saharan herd of animals? Never mind that.

Why You, and I, Need a Mailing List

As stated above, the mailing list is for the readers who are truly interested. Since mailing lists are opt in, and they can opt out at any time, you're not really burdening someone with another electronic sheaf of paper they're not interested in seeing. They might not want to see it at that very second, or that week, but eventually it'll be opened (even if it's just to unsubscribe). Onto the reasons:

It's an excellent content delivery tool
Have a short story you want beta read? Running a giveaway? Want to shower your readers with free words? Have a launch coming up? While Facebook and Twitter are easy to share (if your readers share), mailing lists are a much better way to get eyes on your content. With other social media, you can guarantee you'll only ever reach 10% of your followers, unless by some miracle it has the right combination of words and images to start trending. Not only that, but on social media followers have to click out of that platform to get at whatever you want them to see. With your mailer, everything you want them to see (or a decent preview of it) are right there in their email.

It gives you a semi-accurate count of your devoted followers
You can see how many subscribers you have, how many are opening your emails, how many are following links out from your mailer, and get replies from people to your redirect address. You can then:

Segment user groups to target your most valuable readers
A smart woman who taught me (and encouraged me) how to set up a mailing list just recently shared a story that I think is very valuable. She had a book she wanted reviewed so she blasted the whole list of subscribers and only received 11 reviews out of some 4,000 subscribers. Then, she targeted only the readers who opened the last ten emails and interacted with them in some way, then let them know it was an exclusive opportunity. The results were staggeringly different. She received nearly 30 reviews!
Additionally, when you have a new work release, you can target the people who open but don't often click with some special deal/promo code/offer. You can also reward your more dedicated clickers =P

Get beta readers
Sometimes editors miss things. Sometimes all of your editors miss a thing. You don't have endless amounts of money, and while it may suck a bit to lose the $300 you would potentially gain from giving your book away to beta readers, the return is infinitely more valuable. 50 people reading your work are bound to find some more issues with the story, plot holes, general content complaints, etc. You can also get a good preview of whether or not you've hit your target audience this way, and learn to tailor your writing a bit more in the future (or pick a new target audience ^_^).

Ooo, we're starting to run long! I'm going to cut it off here for now, and maybe to a part two...... We'll see! Later, kiddies.

Monday, August 15, 2016

MALCon Denver - Cons Are Awesome

So, my first con. Myths and Legends Convention. Let me just say, I feel spoiled.

They asked me if I needed a water refresh...

Like, holy hell. They came around to my booth several times a day. "Need a water? Need coffee/soda? Anything?"
I asked for ibuprofen - received. I asked for water - cold and delicious. They kept me company when the panels went on and there was a dip in customers. They told me jokes, helped me move, kept me sane! I'll tell you, my weekend was made 100% better by these guys.
The rumor mill churns and churns, and I've heard very bad things about ComicCon, and many other cons. They don't care about you, they don't care about your feelings/hopes/dreams. They'll charge you out the ass to dolly your stuff up to your booth. You can't bring and use your own dolly. Your booth is a long way away from your car. They'll laugh as they watch you haul 50lb boxes of books half a mile to your location.

I highly recommend doing a smaller con for your first. It's intimate, you meet tons of people, REAL people, you get treated like a god, and the price is f*ckin' right.

I was noticed by publishers ^_^

Because the event was so small, there was lots of potential to be noticed. There was a publishing studio in the vendor room with me, and a "collection of writers". There were at least three publishing studios attending the con as civilians. I have many people to reach out to at the end of this, and damn it, I'm feeling overwhelmed... but that's a good thing!
Getting noticed felt super good. My ego's been stroked once, twice, and thrice over... some might say too much. In any case, it can be a nice confidence booster for someone who's been operating in an empty silo for 11 months straight.

I made back the cost of my entry, and had some for spending!

Yes, I had to buy table runners, tableclothes, bookmarks, stickers, business cards, chapstick, postcard flyers, door hangers, and that doesn't even include the money spent on stock to sell! However, I have more than enough left over (because duh, you buy in +1k pack bulk) for the next con, and the next.
The things I bought for this one con will serve me for at least 4 more to come.

There were gobs of amazing people to meet

I met more than my fair share of fun, quirky, unique, fantastic, and all-around wonderful people. Smaller cons are so amazing for that. People have time to stop, say hi, interact, learn a bit about one another. I think my favorite human I met was on the last day. He came by with his brother (an author with whom I traded several books that just shot to the top of my TBR) and noticed I was alone. He stayed and chatted for at least two hours, which I'm sure sounds ridiculous. But it absolutely wasn't. We went on to discuss ideas he had, characters he'd dreamed up, amazing worlds he'd created, and he wasn't even an author. It amazes me how many people don't consider themselves storytellers, but are such incredible storytellers!
I personally feel that storytelling is human nature, and all humans are capable. Whether or not all humans want to do it is a different subject.

This is running long, and I feel I might bore you... so here are tons of pictures!
Oh look, it's me! Our Booth.

Jeremy at the booth.
RUFIO!!!

Some very cool Steampunk cosplay

The Princess Bride cosplay to end all cosplay. Indigo is in the back with a ROUS on her back!
An amazing corset+dress+skirt shop! She was very proper as I took her picture.

Some of the coolest terrariums I've ever seen. DINOSAURS!

Out in Colorado Fiction group. They focus on GLBT writing and inquired if I had any. It just so happens... ^_^

Some of the awesome prizes available for the silent auction!

My nextdoor neighbors throughout the con! I uh... bought myself a viking headband. That thing is siiiiick, and warm =)

Very nice woman who makes some of the coolest unicorn and demon horns! Gosh dang it, I'm so nerdy!

I'll definitely do MALCon again. If they'll have me, I'll for sure do the author's row next year. I didn't manage to sneak out there for pictures because I was much too concerned with my booth presence, but I promise I'll collect much better pictures at the next con.

For now, this is me signing off. Night kiddies!

Sunday, July 10, 2016

Book Review - Owl in Love

Hey kiddies, I picked this up at a used book store in Boulder for $.67. On a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being I'd never read this book, 10 being of course I would, this book was a -15. It was so far removed from what I normally engage with, but still, I ended up being pleasantly surprised.
Owl in Love by Patrice Kindl

It's novella length, about 200 pages, and I must say, a very uncomfortable read at first.
Owl is a 14 year old shapeshifter (who turns into an owl, fancy that) in love with her 40 year old science teacher.
Fucking.
Gross.

But alas, I remember being 14 years old and having a crush on men who were in their 30's-40's and then there's always Patrick Stewart, Sean Connery, and for some terribly odd reason, Kevin Spacey...

Back to the matter at hand. The story is well written, the prose very readable. Not only that, but Kindl somehow takes the very essence of birds and converts that to a human readable form. It was so unique and engaging to have this different perspective. I enjoyed that part enormously.

Throughout the book, we follow Owl in first person past tense, and there are excerpts from a foreign character in third person past whose name we don't learn for a long time.

We learn that Owl has no friends at school, and through desperation to get closer to her science teacher, befriends a loud-mouthed girl named Dawn. A mystery begins to unravel as reports of an escaped young man from a correctional facility begin to spread through Owl's small town. In owl from, she encounters a new resident who seems quite off, and things start getting more tense in all aspects of Owl's life.

I won't divulge much more than that because it's such a short read and I don't want to give everything away. In any case, it states it is a book for teens, but I was still able to enjoy it. Just fair warning that the first 40 pages feel a bit icky to an adult, though Owl does act very mature for her age.

4/5 overall, cute little weekend read.

Monday, July 4, 2016

Book Review - Bloodwalker by L.X. Cain

Hey kiddies! Long time no talk. I won't bore you with the details of my life, but it's not in a super stable spot right now, which is why I haven't sent much love your way. I apologize.

On to what you're here for, a review of the dark fantasy murder mystery book, Bloodwalker, by L.X. Cain (even the author's name is scary!)

Bloodwalker - L.X. Cain

Let me start off by saying Bloodwalker was my very first murder mystery novel, and I enjoyed the hell out of it. I wasn’t expecting to, but it happened all the same. Cain starts with a bang, letting the readers know right away there’s big trouble in the traveling circus of Zorka Cyrka.

Bloodwalker does not disappoint on the gruesome sounding name, for the contents within will fill your mind with waves of crimson and the smell of rot. Throughout the book we follow two heros from chapter to chapter, Rurik and Sylvie. Though both have some of the expected cookie-cutter heroine/hero attributes, Cain sets them apart with rich and unique characteristics stemming from their even more unique pasts.

We know from the first few chapters there are two factions of sorts, the Skomori (Sylvie) and the Zorka (Rurik). Though they work together at most times, the tension is still high, and the Skomori disdained. Cain never fully elaborates on the matter, but I hope to see a second book disclosing more.

Though I didn’t look up every cultural and setting reference myself (and I’m not very familiar with Central Europe), Cain does an excellent job of painting an amazingly diverse and real world. With lines like, “Inch by inch, murk swallowed the tall grass and bushes that marked the boundary...” or, “Silver duct tape fluttered in the wind, peeling from rips and holes in badly-patched canvas. Sloping roofs sagged. Rusty poles propped up lopsided awnings...” one cannot help but fall under the clutches of Bloodwalker, until it begrudgingly sets you free.

Though the wealth of description is often welcomed, there were a few scenes (the two mentioned above) where the character is in some kind of chase, and suddenly we stop to take in the surroundings. That was a minor pacing problem I felt took away some of the tension from these excellently fostered action scenes. There were many other scenes in later chapters that didn’t suffer this at all, and one of the final fight scenes where the pacing was laser fast the entire time. Delicious!

FROM HERE ON THERE WILL BE SPOILERS… You have been warned.

The book opens to Rurik, a former Strongman turned circus security due to an unfortunate lightning incident, chasing a clown through a run down train station and prying, with much difficulty, a child from the man’s grasp. He’s pieced together the string of child disappearances that have been following the circus like the plague, and has finally found the one at fault, but the thief slips through Rurik’s grasp.

Enter Sylvie, frightened, nervous, without confidence, and a bride-to-be. She and two other Skomori girls arrive at the Zorka Cyrka to be married off to their Skomori men, but nothing goes as planned. While preparing for the ceremony in the unused, broken down RV, things go wrong for the girls and Sylvie is left alone, assaulted by a man from the circus who’s taking what we know to be evidence of the clown kidnapper. After a scuffle, a sack of children’s bloodied bones fall into her lap. Being a Bloodwalker, Sylvie does not shy away from investigating, only to find something more horrifying than a corpse. Bite marks–human bite marks, on the bones.

Her mother swears her to secrecy, but Sylvie allows a small peep of information to Rurik just as she’s being married off (with some difficulty) to the worst man from her nightmares. Before Rurik’s able to investigate the RV, it’s burned to the ground, and the new Strongmen of the circus, the Markarov family, are implicated.

As Rurik continues his tireless investigation to save the innocent youth, Sylvie is slaving away for a husband who verbally abuses her, treats her like a prisoner in her own home, and beats her viciously. At this point, I’m angry at Sylvie. It was understandable for her to trust her mother and stay quiet (mostly) but when she’s being beaten and accepting it as “the way things are” I became upset.

I dislike women without a backbone who can’t stand up for themselves, but Cain does the victim mindset well. Sylvie acts as she would: a nineteen year old girl married off to a later twenties-thirties something man after being told Skomori men can be harsh all her life. I suppose it’s in her way to just accept it, and deal with it, but it pisses me off all the same. I couldn’t wait to get to Rurik’s scenes during this part of the book, but never fear, she finds her spine in time.

As we get closer and closer to the truth, characters start dropping like flies. There were two that were quite predictable, but some I had no idea were coming. As we go further and further down the rabbit hole of this gruesome tale, fewer things are making sense without some unnatural explanation.

And then Cain smacks you right between the eyes with a blood chilling description of the monster responsible for the deaths. By this time, we’ve been given many hints and a few bombs, but I was a little surprised by the reveal (which I refuse to divulge!).

To surmise, I cringed, I gasped, I pondered, I theorized, I begged and pleaded, then finally the ride was over, and I wanted more. I can’t wait to see what’s next for Sylvie and Rurik!

Friday, May 13, 2016

Happy Birthday Sway!

I'm sorry it's been so long. About two months back I decided I was Wonder Woman and I could do everything. I quickly discovered I was wrong and that I'd overwhelmed myself. So, that's the excuse for my absence. On to happier matters...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWAY! Sway's Demise was originally a dream that had just about nothing to do with the book which emerged. There were robots, humans, aliens, and some post-apocalyptic stuff going on, but that's about all they had in common.

If you've read any of my previous posts, or The Mill, you know I love a good, strong heroine (not the spoon kind). Sway was everything badass about every female sci-fi character I'd ever met, digitally or paperbackly, with a splash of her own failings and imperfections.

In a world torn apart by intergalactic war, Sway and her community of a few thousand survive off the land, with very little technology. She joins up with her local militia to protect her loved ones from whatever might bring harm, only to find herself faced with an enemy she could hardly fathom. With so little time, and nearly no resources, she and her people struggle to persevere in a fight beyond their means.

That about sums it up. If you find yourself interested in a read, Sway's Demise is about 200 pages, and you can rip through it in about 2.5 hours. Check out some reviews up on Amazon, and try it for free if you have Kindle Unlimited!